Reader Question #1

A reader sent in a series of questions the other day (thank you!), and I figured I’d take a stab at answering a few.

-What’s a song/lyric that’s so beautiful it rips you open and makes you cry?

Inspired by our recent stop in Tucson, Paul Simon’s Graceland’s been on my mind:

She comes back to tell me she's gone 

As if I didn't know that 

As if I didn't know my own bed 

As if I'd never noticed 

The way she brushed her hair from her forehead 

I remember hearing Graceland for the first time in my single digits, far too young to have experienced lost or unrequited love first hand, but somehow appreciating the inevitability of something familiar fading into the background, from a scream to a whisper, then to nothing at all.

Nowadays, as a seasoned ne’er-do-well, I’m grateful for having loved deeply enough to be lost in the wilderness, indebted to both the snarling beasts encountered therein and fellow nomads radiating outward, knowing that feeling and being lost are two entirely different things.

Episode 23 - Bernhoft

Episode 23 of the podcast features my good friend and mentor, the urbane, charmingly eccentric Scandinavian raconteur and musical virtuoso, Bernhoft!

Jarle’s a Grammy-nominated singer/songwriter/multi-instrumentalist/producer and, for whatever reason, finds me pleasant company. We had the chance to catch up for a few minutes backstage before his set at the Taft Theater in Cincinnati a few weeks back. A stellar conversation with a legendary human, and be sure to check out his latest record, Humanoid, featuring The Fashion Bruises.

Here’s the episode!

Gleeful Cadence

After a series of theater dates (and a few theatres), we played a small club in Tucson last night, and it was such a joy.

Within high fiving distance from me and Swatty, a middle school aged girl enjoying her first concert can’t help but dance out of sheer exuberance, intermittently staring up at Allen in disbelief. I want to jump off stage and reaffirm that, yes, a grown human being can, and arguably should, be that ridiculous. Across from Tyler, a forty-something in 2012-era Allen Stone schwag sings along with every song, full-on belly laughing when not visibly teary eyed. I give him a big hug post show, and a handful of guitar picks to the young girl, now dancing to her own gleeful cadence. 

It feels like we’re finally on tour - just the band, crew, and diehard fans, all riding the wave in real time, together.  

Risking Everything

Early this morning, we hung a right outside San Diego and made our way into the Southwest, playing Tucson AZ tonight. 

Growing up in a South African household, Paul Simon’s Graceland was on heavy rotation, and I first heard of Tucson through a lyric from Under African Skies:

In early memory, mission music
was ringing 'round my nursery door
I said take this child, Lord
from Tucson Arizona
give her the wings to fly through harmony
and she won't bother you no more

It’s a beautiful song about the common roots of our musical traditions, with the verse above sung by Linda Ronstadt, a Mexican-American artist from Tucson who credits her diverse musical upbringing - catholic hymns, mariachi canciones, gospel, country, R&B, and everything in between  - for emboldening her to leave home and pursue her dreams.

My parents left their home, their birthplace and families, to come to America so my sister and I could live whatever life we imagined. A musician’s path is informed by impossible audacity, which, fortunately for me, is just the kinda thing that resonates with two diminutive South Africans who know what it’s like genuinely to risk everything.

My mom and dad’s inexorable belief in me inspires me everyday. I’m incaluably lucky.  

Welcome Reminders

I’m writing this just as doors are opening at Humphrey’s By The Bay, a small outdoor amphitheater right on the water in San Diego. The one-percenter vibe’s punctuated by sailboat masts silhouetted against the sun’s parting rays and, bizarrely, I’m thinking about Pearl Jam.

Eddie Vedder’s originally from here - hard to imagine rock’s most famously lugubrious baritone shredding the gnar at Pacific Beach, but he evidently did just that right before recording vocals on a demo tape from Seattle, courtesy of a couple lanky, sunlight-deprived rock nerds named Mike McCready and Stone Gossard. Vedder was a security guard at the time - within a year, he’d become one of the voices of his generation.

It’s wild how quickly things can change, a welcome reminder for earnest dreamers, wondering if their music will find a home. 

Capable Hands

I’m grateful to be in the capable hands of this dapper gentleman, captured below dancing on account of our selling out in Sacramento earlier this week.

A few minutes ago, I interrupted Ryan “Bear” Drozd’s work flow - on a day off, no less - to vent about something only tangentially related to his job as tour manager, and I bummed him out. Bear’s infinitely capable and wants everything to run smoothly and everyone to be happy, and I barge in, bleating about this, that and the other thing, disrupting his never ending to-do list with middle-school level malcontent. My only real responsibility’s to play the show and be generally charming, and I assed that up. So, I apologize Ryan “Bear” Drozd. You are in all ways fantastic, and this is the best tour we’ve ever done.

By the time you read this, I’ll have bought you a beer, and all will be right in the world.

Smiling Faces

Last night was the most fun I’ve ever had playing music in LA, and I’m the kind of happy exhausted that results in equal parts catatonia and inexorable sense of purpose - maybe, just maybe, this whole thing will stay on the rails a little while longer, and perhaps I shouldn’t be so goddamn hard on myself.

Anyway, just a short offering today, with a more cogent assessment of my world coming tomorrow. Doors open in a couple mins, at which point I’ll ostensibly “get in show mode,” which means surreptitiously peaking around the stage curtain, taking in the myriad smiling faces, and wondering how the hell I got here. 

Faux Indignation

I’m writing this in the basement green room of the Fonda Theater in Hollywood, soundcheck fast approaching for our first of two shows in this funky, gothic room.

Playing in LA can be challenging - industry hangers-on and wannabe socialites drowning out genuine fans and earnest aspiring artists - but thankfully we’re at a place now where the thing kinda speaks for itself, and we can relax into the trust we have for one another and enjoy being buffoons. Sure, some “friend of management” will drink all our booze, but I’m sitting next to my pal and stage manager Steve “Bluto” Libby, a new guitar’s arriving for me in a couple minutes, and I’d be a real sonofabitch if I wasted additional keystrokes on what is ultimately faux indignation. 

Tomorrow’s sold out, but there’re still a few tickets available for tonight. LA friends, if you read this in time, come hang out, would love to say hi.  

Episode 22 - Jen Hartswick

Episode 22 of the podcast features my good friend Jennifer Hartswick! She's a multi-instrumentalist and powerhouse vocalist, best known as a solo artist and for her work with Trey Anastasio. Jen's latest record, Nexus, is out now, featuring Christian McBride and Nick Cassarino.

Click here to take a listen!

Sportsman’s Lodge

I’m writing this poolside at the Sportman’s Lodge in Studio City, plans of being erudite derailed by midday gin and tonics - it’s a day off, and there’s a celebratory mood in the air after four consecutive sold out shows. Days off on the road are precious, and I plan on spending this one - our first - pleasantly inebriated, in the company of fellow battle-hardened, road-weary degenerates.

The Sportman’s notorious in the touring world - as one of the only hotels in LA proper that accommodates tour busses, the amount of steam let loose here by over-worked touring pros is legendary, to the extent that they had to shut the place down a few years ago and give it a complete overhaul. The pool’s inevitably ringed by bearded weirdos in steel toe boots and metal t-shirts, and the bartenders don’t try to up sell you - they’re happy letting well whiskey flow like water, knowing fat tips from cash rich guitar techs, per diems fresh in hand, are soon to follow.  

The cloudless sky’s transitioning from blue to purple, and as the fading light emboldens additional nocturnal road crew to emerge from their rooms, I’m feeling peaceful and calm, content with my place in the world.

If You Build It

Selling out a show feels good. I mean, of course it does. Right outta the gate with the adroit observations. It’s just that it’s not lost on me, or anyone in our camp, how miraculous it is pulling people away from their Netflix, Uber eats, and disobiedient domesticated critters. We’ve sold out a bunch of shows on this run, and I’m immeasurabley grateful.

The Al Stone Electric Ensemble makes zero sense on paper. In fact, it’s preposterous. And yet, somehow there’s an audience, and I hope that’s inspiration for any person or band struggling to find their way. Don’t change a thing. The people are out there. If you build it, they will come.

Doing More

San Francisco today at the sold out Regency Ballroom. This is one of the few rooms in SF I’ve never played - thank you, Bay Area friends, for packing the place out.

I’m excited to play music tonight, but walking around the Tenderloin, I’m reminded that as incredible a town as this is - and it is amazing - few places in America highlight the growing socioeconomic chasm more alarmingly. Facebook employees and tech start up types on their way to the latest third wave coffee joint, yoga mats tucked firmly under arm, literally stepping over homeless people under soiled blankets. Just around the corner from the venue, a tent city shares the block with Tesla and Lamborghini dealerships. That we’ve become aggregiously misaligned as a society is undeniable, and while my deep affection for this town remains intact, I can’t help but feel dispirited. 

I’m grateful for travel revealing the true nature of things, and I’m inspired to do more - with my time, resources, creative energy, and love to give. 

This Kooky Road

...and hey! We played pretty well last night. I only monstrously fucked up once, which illicited a chuckle from Tim “Tim” Burke over in monitor world, but he caught the kiss I blew at him so all’s right in the world. Our first show post mortem was pretty ho-hum too, a collective meh, I guess we don’t suck at this quite as much as we thought. So yeah, go ahead and unsubscribe now, I won’t be offended.

The production on this tour’s incredible - vibrant color palettes, giant pastel paper flowers strewn about the stage, and the band dressed in all manner of Willy Wonka approved hipster garb. It is, in all ways, a celebration, and I suppose that means it’s ok acknowledging our not being distractingly terrible.

The crew’s hard at work, and I’m writing this on a park bench in Napa, swine that I am, soaking up some vitamin D, looking forward to a podcast with Chrys Johnson, head artist rep with Jim Dunlop. I’m thankful for my adolescent, and indeed present day, romantic underachievement for leading me down this kooky road. It’s been an odd journey, but painful nerdiness has its perks.

A Good First Day?!

In a couple hours, I’ll be standing next to Ryan “Bear” Drozd at the sound board, watching Nick Waterhouse’s set in front of a sold out crowd at the Roseland Theater in Portland OR. I like their vibe - throwback soul, sharp and confident, a perfect counterbalance to our grip-and-rip, rock and roll McDonald’s dance party. Their spirit seems calm. Seventy days on the road will test the most stalwart’s wherewithal, especially keeping up with a bus itinerary in a van, but I’ve got a good feeling about these guys. Glad they’re along for the ride.

So far, today’s been remarkably smooth, and I write this knowing full well I risk jinxing things. Load-in was easy, no one’s running around like a chicken with its head cut off, soundcheck was a breeze, and the look of rapture on Bluto’s face while tasting Hat Yai chicken for the first time will carry me for weeks. Even the belligerent, perma-fried hippies lurching along Burnside are disappointingly subdued. So, here I am, writing this at a comfortable heart rate, hoping something goes wrong at some point so this newsletter doesn’t turn into a snoozefest.

After persevering all these years, through innumerable setbacks, victories, head-scratching good fortune and predictable bad luck, I suppose we’ve earned having a good first day. Then again, we haven’t played the show yet…

Uneven Hair Plugs

I’m lounging in the back bedroom of our tour bus, snow-capped Mt. Shasta passing slowly atop trees and rocks on fast-forward in its foreground. Lots of musicians say it’s impossible writing music on the road, but for me it’s essential creative mediation. So, here I am, picking away on Allen’s Gibson Hummingbird, a chorus melody taking shape while the flurried patter of Bear’s laptop keys underscores an episode of The Price Is Right.

I usually sing improvised, place holder lyrics over new melodies, to give the idea shape and hopefully stumble upon a glimmer of truth:

How long inside this daylight?

How long before it’s gone?

How long beneath these patient stars?

How long before we’re upside down?

Leonard Cohen might not be green with envy, but it’s germane to the pre-tour vibe. How long does a good thing last? And it has been good - am I wasting it? Should I’ve been nicer to that industry guy with uneven hair plugs? Equal parts earnest concern, hoping the universe runs with what’s on offer, and emo nonsense from a bespectacled gimp in the back of a luxury coach. Either way, I’m grateful for music’s helping me hash out this kinda thing.

First show’s tomorrow night in Portland. It’s sold out, along with the next four gigs, and sharing smiles with old friends will go a long way toward comforting benign jitters. And I’ve heard rumor a certain former organ player might make an appearance…

Ironically Oversized Slippers

This past week’s been such a whirlwind that it’s only just occurred to me I was in freaking Australia, like, a week ago. As I’m writing this in the front lounge of our tour bus, several fourteen hour rehearsal days and bouts of jet-lag fueled insomnia looming large in the rear view mirror, I’m registering how exhausted I am, the kind you feel deep in your bones and leads to writing run-on sentences. 

I’m grateful for our leisurely drive up to the PNW - it’ll allow ample time for rest and, more significantly, recalibrating. I am now officially on tour. For seventy-one days. And whatever ambitions I have outside the band, important as they are, must be tempered by my commitment to kicking this tour squarely in the happy sacks. I have to play well every night, rest amply, not eat like a jack ass and, for the love of god, try not to get sick. As much as a goon wearing ironically oversized slippers (as I am currently) takes anything seriously, I take my never having had a real job seriously, and goddammit this tour won’t jeopardize such a satisfyingly dubious distinction.

Episode 21 - Alex Bachari

Episode 21 of the podcast features my good friend Alex Bachari, one of the busiest musicians in Nashville and currently on tour with Noah Kahan.

I stopped by Alex’s house a couple days before heading out on the Allen Store Fall Tour of Happy Dances and had a fantastic chat about life as a traveling musician, Joe Satriani’s miracle jet lag cure, and all manner of nourishing, music-nerdy goodness.

Bachari’s an insightful dude who attacks life with an appropriate degree of irreverence, aka my kinda sonofabitch.

Take a listen!

Trust the Chemistry

Grabbing a quick minute to tap this into existence before running the set one last time. We hop on the bus tomorrow and commence our two day trek up to Portland OR, where wooks shall be danced with, old friends hugged, and this rocket ship of a tour’s officially launched.

I think we’re ready. There’s always the nervous compulsion to run over that one part a dozen more times, or make sure I hit my lighting cue just so, and my younger self would’ve happily descended into a masochistic OCD hellscape - mercifully, the cultured swine writing this with his feet up in the SoCal sun knows it’s all about trusting the chemistry, taking a celebratory shot of the good stuff, and merrily hanging on for dear life.

Ok, back to work. This tour’s gonna be special.

Ryan Drozd is a Legend

I’m writing this on our lunch break, hastily gobbled pizza sitting less-than comfortably in my belly. Los Angeles is still resplendently polluted, the set’s coming together, and Ryan “Bear” Drozd remains the greatest tour manager in the known universe.

What does a tour manager do, exactly? In short, everything. Think of every responsibility you’ve ever had, juggle them simultaneously under retina-detaching stress levels, and extrapolate that times however many numb-nutted degenerates are in your touring party.

Bear begins working the minute he wakes up. He doesn’t stop working until he falls asleep, usually in front of his laptop. Advancing with venues, coordinating travel logistics and tech specs, guest list requests, making sure catering has a gluten free option…the list goes on and on and on and holy jesus I’m breaking out in a flop sweat just thinking about it. And, as if this wasn’t enough, he’s not exactly dealing with Navy SEALs - we’re all delicate flowers, needy and incapable of holding down real jobs, so this Herculean workload must be undertaken with a smile on his face and a song of infinite patience in his heart, even when he wants to light us all on fire for asking about the wifi password.

Tour managing’s an impossible job, and therefore an equally impossible superhero’s required. Enter Ryan “Bear” Drozd. And he says it’s good.  

Carter Adams is a Legend

Behold, Carter “Sick Dabs” Adams in his natural habitat. 

It takes about an hour to program one minute’s worth of lighting. Yes, you read that correctly. Given we’re at about a two hour set right now, you do the math - it’s a work load that’d make Elon Musk quake in his snakeskin boots. And we’re apt to improvise, so Carter’s gotta play the lighting rig like an instrument in real time, calling audibles based on the whims of five imbeciles. Scarily enough, he’s as good a musician as he is an LD, and more than adequate to the task.

I’ve never met anyone more capable of hunkering down and putting in an 18 hour day like it’s nothing. Carter’s infinitely patient and in every way the Mountain GOAT. Grateful he’s on this crew.